how am I supposed to feel anything
but the worn basin ringed with trees sighing
through grey November days stretched out
like the cat, wet on my front porch,
waking in the morning cold and knowing only
the urge to be smothered under bed covers.
When you tell me that you feel alone
I think of standing on the grey prairie
with the sky too big for me, thoughts
blown out by common milkweed’s face,
body scraped hollow with a wrought-iron ladle
and flooded with all that was, will be, might become.
When you tell me that you feel alone
I remember being a struck lightning rod
floating above the earth, charged but nothing
through which to ground out the flames.