In Which I Name My Abuser Publicly

and they appear from the under-eaves.      A litter of women
herding toward the full-stop        of his name.      Tall,
 
pretty,      they are        stained with his sweat too.
I say his name and pull strands of other women’s hair
 
from my mouth.      All of us dusked and      outstretched,
lapping at our wounds. One of them yanking his tooth
 
from her thigh,      another flinching      at blue-birds, trying
to remember what isn’t      dangerous.            Look
 
at the batch of us he devoured    two by two.    How he found
us like a bomber’s screen scanning the land
 
for human heat–            reaching down for us under the heel
of his boot.            One, with the scent of him still
 
stinking off of her,      sobs out a full      cask of wine.   
Look at what he made            brick      by      brick,
 
a parade of fraying,      a brothel on our breath,      dresses tailored
to fit an unnamed grief.      We know what it means
 
to jewel out our doubt in a thick,      silent shucking.      What
happened?      What      happened?      That sulfur residue
 
of match-light. Here we are. The girl with a spine like a church
staircase,      the girl who snapped like a guitar string.
 
And the last one he sought out to look just like me.      Beaten
into the same speech impediment,      wearing my face
 
like a bathrobe.      I say his name and here we are. Here we are.
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