I am swallowed up in a red winter coat.
Dad is collecting me for the weekend. Car keys
clink in his giant hand like the mobile of soft stars
that soothe me in bedtime dark.
The car door is a monster yawning.
I don’t know where we’re going
but I clamber into the car seat,
sit with legs swinging while he buckles me in.
Maybe he will offer me a jelly from the glove-box,
a secret treasure chest Mom doesn’t know about.
Dad is good at keeping secrets,
always zips his lips and throws away invisible keys.
As the car starts I hold up an offering.
All morning at my playroom easel I was painting this;
myself, small. Dad’s head bumping off the sun.
If he says he is proud I’ll paint another one.