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A black, plastic comb in a plaid shirt pocket
tucked beside a pack of cigarettes
and a Harley Davidson Zippo.
That’s how I remember you.
If you asked anybody else,
at least anyone that knew you,
what do you think they’d say?
Do you think your wife …
I mean, your ex-wife,
do you think she remembers
that time you pressed your heel against her stomach
until the baby was hanging halfway out of her?
Or the car ride that followed
where you told her she fell,
insisted she fell,
and made her
say it back to you
as she cupped the head of the child,
my mother,
between her legs?
Does she remember what you said when she lost
her grip and everything inside of her
spilled into the floorboard? Don’t move
or I swear to God I’ll slam on these brakes
and send you flyin’.