Portrait of the Father as an Alcoholic
The first thing I notice about him
is the expression on his face baring
his sobriety is a bubble one can pop
with a blow.
The first thing I notice about him
is the expression on his face baring
his sobriety is a bubble one can pop
with a blow.
I’ll stay awake, stay up all night,
Keep wide my eyes and cocked my ears;
I’ll keep the whole damn room within my sight,
The phone in my left hand, a gun in my right
“If you don’t believe in something, you’ll fall for anything.”
—Falsely attributed to Alexander Hamilton
Maybe we will see Katahdin, we tell our children; maybe we will see a moose. Pulling over at the Lewiston Travel Center, trucks at the tagging station, hunting season just beginning.
there is a stillness in me that refuses to be translated,
oceans within oceans; my halcyon halocline unmoving,
stiffened by my own salty breath.
There is no lifeboat, no raft,
no deserted island with coconut trees
and fresh water. You can’t slow down
the waves.